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      Amphetamine Logic

      Cat Marnell is always in trouble.

      By Cat Marnell Sep 6, 2012

      The End, Part One

      Amphetamine Logic is coming to an end. I am better and I will continue to get better, and it doesn't matter to me that you don't want to believe this, or don't understand what it means.

      By Cat Marnell Sep 6, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Aug 16, 2012

      The Cockroach and the Cokehead

      May 2012: I quit my job and burn all my bridges so I can swim. I won't realize that was wishful thinking until a few months later. Summer starts gliding by like a sailboat. I master the Dead Man's Float. I'm not working and life is a lazy river; I'm a pin…

      By Cat Marnell Aug 16, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Aug 2, 2012

      Coke Sex for Teen Sluts

      Sometimes when a dick is inside me I can't help but think about my family. I know that sounds totally gross, but I don't mean it in, like, an incestuous way. My dad never fucked me or anything. I think it has more to do with guilt, you know, or I'm ashame…

      By Cat Marnell Aug 2, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Jul 26, 2012

      Dawn of the Dustheads

      It's 5 AM on a Thursday and Same and I are in my apartment in the East Village, high on PCP and surrounded. All of the men are nursing 40 oz. Ballantines and the girls they brought are strangers, looking around at my strange life and into my mirrored cof

      By Cat Marnell Jul 26, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Jul 19, 2012

      Disappeared

      A few days ago the text came. It was from a 202 number—D.C. "Call Paul at 202XXXXXXX or your dad if you want to know what's going on," it read.

      By Cat Marnell Jul 19, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Jul 12, 2012

      Bloodsuckers and Condé Nast-ys

      Three years ago I was running around with sociopaths and addicts. Predators who took me to the projects to spend my money on crack and heroin and snap obscene Polaroids of me when I fell asleep.

      By Cat Marnell Jul 12, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Jun 28, 2012

      Nothing Is Wrong If It Feels Good

      It's a sunny afternoon in Soho and I've had five glasses of champagne with a married celebrity at a bar. I'm spun like a kite from gobbling Dexedrine all week. Amphetamine Logic is about to step in.

      By Cat Marnell Jun 28, 2012
      By Cat Marnell Jun 21, 2012

      The Aftermath

      If you live in my neighborhood, maybe you've seen me. If you read beauty and style blogs, or the "Page Six" in the past week, you've probably at least heard of me. My name is Cat Marnell.

      By Cat Marnell Jun 21, 2012
      By Sam McPheeters Oct 30 2009

      The Dessert Psycho

      I've worked in just enough restaurants to recognize an abnormally large pastry station when I see one. It was January, and I was standing in the kitchen below Del Posto, one of New York's most prestigious restaurants.

      By Sam McPheeters Oct 30 2009