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Nate Hill: My wife and I have a five-month-old baby now. My wife is also mixed, black and white. So we didn't know what our baby was going to look like. So far, he is somewhat lighter than us. We just kind of chuckled about it like, Oh, that's good for us. We were happy about it. And that seems like such an embarrassing feeling to have. So then I started thinking. This is something that is within people and I wanted to comment on it. I wanted to make something that was satirical and absurd. The more I read the readouts of the percentages on the website, the more absurd it becomes to me.
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There will be someone that scored 86 percent dark and then there will be another person that scored 88 percent dark. I want to try to compare the two and see how accurate the website is. Is it consistent? I should be able to map it, almost like a color chart.When I went on the site, I would see statistics calling, in my opinion, really light African American women dark-skinned and I wondered who is voting on these images?
Right now, I think it is mostly white people voting. I was first covered in an art blog and most of my audience is white, so I am afraid that it is mostly white people who have done it so far. But we have no way of knowing. And I don't know if that is really important, if it really matters who uses the site. And then I wonder about the white people that come to the site. Were they aware of this? Did some of them kind of learn what light skin is and what dark skin is through interacting with the site?Who did you make the site for?
For black people, but I don't know if my reputation within the art world has that influence. When people think about black artists, I am not who comes to mind. But I always try to make things for black people when I get the inspiration.I put a link to the site on my Facebook and got a lot of feedback from my black friends: confusion, annoyance, impartiality. What do you say to people who question your purpose and reasoning behind this project?
I feel like colorism, from what I've seen and lived, is still a problem in the black community and it's internalized. All you have to do is turn on the radio and listen to rappers talk about "yellowbone" this or "redbone" that or how they have a light-skin girl. I don't understand how it goes on without more people talking about it, honestly.Where do you think that comes from?
It touches on the self-hate factor, how some people who are darker will just not like their complexion. It all ties in to the history of white supremacy in this country. And it's fucked up that it is still in our heads. We are still thinking about this shit.Who do you want to visit the site?
Somebody who doesn't see a problem with it. Maybe they continue using it and then someone sees them on it and is like, "What the hell?" I want somebody to be changed by it. I am not just trying to preach to the choir. I made it to raise awareness. That is really what the piece is about. The site is direct. Some people call it shallow. I'd call it direct.Follow Alexis Barnes on Twitter