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Lizzie Harris's poems have appeared in
Painted Bride Quarterly, and
Phantom Limb. Her first collection,
Stop Wanting, is forthcoming in spring 2014 from Cleveland State University Poetry Center. She's a poetry editor for Bodega Magazine.
There's Grass Somewhere, but I Don’t Know How to Find It
If I'm wrong, what blue pulse
would darken? For years I went not knowing
why I spoke to water, why I stitched lace
over a piping plate. What thing did you water
to make me love like half a socket? I do knit bricks
around my stomach, a stray licking itself sour.
As a child I lived like a keepsake beneath the cushion
and now I wear pity like a dinner napkin. There are people
in this room who don’t want me: I know them.
I must have been a girl someone spoke to—I knew
each word left the mouth. You’re sure I love
for the utility, but show me an oven who doesn’t
love the baker. Believe me. My first love was yellow
gloves my mother wore to wash dishes. Please, I won't ever
be this young again. My mother still calls to say she made
my bed, each month she airs dust from the linen.
She lasts like breath in a stone lung. Says I could live
one day, if or when I’m ready to.
I Came from There
Love found you in a line and wanted to service you Love noticed little things Love took eleven days to call Love ate Indian food on a stranger's porch Love told a ghost story that made you see love clearly for the first time Love danced to Bobby Darin with his tongue out Love was a warm wet place for critters to live Love tied a tourniquet Love was so warm the pests laid eggs Love was salt on a mango Love packed a large duffle with doorknobs but Love never asked you to carry it Love crawled to his side of the bed Love gathered everything and gave it to you Love bought bitters and took one glass from a set of four Love washed your dishes Love's hair was black marbles you found mango on Love’s tongue you found he found you upsetting Love was a carry on you wanted love close but Love moved his body to the couch moved his clothes to the chair moved pieces of time so they fit to reveal a picture of skin Love isn't asked to disassemble anything Love made home too homely Love made impossible to make Love became invisible Love didn't answer
Birdie’s Little Set of Legs
abandoned her body. Tossed it like
a tripod. People say she's got good on her shoulders,
as in, she'd stick her neck out for anyone. Bird's got her pick
of the wishbone. In fact, her mother could span a tuna can,
her mother likes nests to have a good bit of hair. Bird elevates
the garbage. So what? Bird's about as fickle
as any living thing. She sees sky and wants
to bury it. Somewhere, in a compost, egg feeds
on purple cabbage. Bird eggs a neighbor’s car.
Bird gets too big for the backstroke. Bird couldn't wing
a fly, but Bird found want—she wants big.
Bird’s real big now.
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