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Ruben Castaneda: It's hard to pinpoint, but I probably read an article in the LA Times or the New York Times about the impact crack was having in DC and in other cities around 1987 or 1988 – basically, that it was this incredibly powerful, addictive drug that was being sold in some of the tougher neighbourhoods in the cities.
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I was on a reporting assignment on the western edge of downtown LA in a pretty tough neighbourhood. This very, very attractive young woman caught my eye. She gestured for me to come over, so I put the reporting aside for a moment and went over to flirt with her. Now, I was already, at this time, drinking heavily. In fact, I had already got pretty toasted that afternoon at Corky's – a dive bar – so I was pretty impaired in judgment. So when she offered me, very quickly into our conversation, a hit of crack, I was 27 – old enough to know better but young enough to feel invincible. I was intrigued by the idea of experiencing something that I had read so much about. I'd read that crack cocaine produced this incredible high. In that moment, I dismissed any thoughts that this would throw me into addiction."Strawberry" was a term I hadn't heard outside of rap lyrics before reading the book. Can you explain it to our readers?
A strawberry is a woman who trades sex for drugs – crack usually, though I suppose it could be other drugs. I was introduced to crack by a young woman who turned out to be a strawberry – Raven – in Los Angeles. Getting a strawberry to make the buy for me very quickly became part of my addiction or compulsion. And it added to the excitement. At least initially, the sex was otherwordly. But there was another component to it in that by handing money to the strawberry – Raven in LA, Champagne or Carrie in DC – and letting her make the buy, I was insulating myself from any police activity. It was a way of protecting myself.
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At the time that I was caught up in it, I did not reflect on that very much. The women who I was picking up for crack and sex seemed to be very much in control of their own destinies. We didn't talk about our respective lives – these were transactional encounters. Now, later on, I did start to reflect on the fact that I was playing a role in their own addictions. I think it was June of 1991 when there was a story on the front page of the Post about a group of women who had worked the streets. I saw a picture of a woman I had picked up to make crack buys for me. Up until that moment, I think I had mentally compartmentalised what I was doing as relatively benign.Do you think you tried to justify it to yourself as somehow part of the reporting, part of the journalism – or did you know it was just a daliance you'd try to get away with?
In the moment, a daliance I could get away with. But I will say that as a reporter who often went into these rough neighbourhoods in LA and Washington, I think that gave me a confidence – and maybe even a cockiness – that I could get away with certain behaviours.
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There were aspects of using that helped me gain insight into how certain neighbourhoods worked, how drug dealers operated on the street level and the limits of ordinary policing in neighbourhoods that were drug corners – as I call them, combat zones. On the other hand, I don't think I can say it made me a better journalist, because as time went on – this is the nature of addiction – I just got worse and needed more and more to achieve the same high. By the last six months of using, I started calling in sick more than usual. Sometimes I showed up to work in a less-than-optimal condition.You got pinched at one point early on in your crack addiction, right? But it obviously didn't scare you off.
I was extraordinarily drunk and was trying to pick up a strawberry – somebody I thought was a strawberry. But it turned out she was an LAPD cop, and I was sent home with a citation. I suffered a number of setbacks over the years, but addiction is a disease where one of the main features is an extraordinarily deep sense of denial. I didn't admit I was an addict until a week or two before my editor took me to the hospital, despite a mountain of evidence that I had a problem.And you actually smoked crack in the Vista that same night Mayor Barry was busted there? How did that happen?
Whomever I interviewed, guests and staff, they didn't know anything – hadn't seen anything. Eventually, I went back to my room, ordered room service. And along with room service, I ordered a couple of stiff drinks. I was pretty buzzed by the time that it occurred to me, 'Oh, I could page Champagne – she's usually nearby. She might be holding.' And I felt sidelined, I guess, because I had all this energy, or adrenaline, for the big story, plus the alcohol. I think I just felt like I needed to push the edges as much as I could. It was extraordinarily reckless, no doubt. At the time, I really wasn't thinking. I was excited to be, at first, part of the team that was working on the story. And then I was sidelined. There was really not much for me to do, and I had all this energy and was inebriated.
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There was a handful of key reasons, one being the nature of crack addiction, which is so intense and destructive that I don't think most crack users had a long shelf-life. Whereas somebody could drink alcoholically for decades, heroin users can ride their highs for decades. Same for people who use powder cocaine and certainly marijuana. Not so, I think, for most crack users – you crash and burn or you get clean in a relatively short window of time. The universe of crack users played out, and I do believe that the younger generation, including young people in inner cities who saw how destructive this was, decided they weren't going to even touch it. The future potential crack users were discouraged by what they saw.DC also simply flattened a lot of the public housing projects. They're gone – no longer exist. And a lot of the dealing had been in and near public housing. Many of those projects were simply removed from the landscape.Did you and other crime reporters already know back then that the huge sentencing disparity between crack and powder cocaine – which was reduced in 2010 – had a racial element?
When I was covering the crime beat and out on the street a lot, talking to police detectives and officers and officials, the violence was just so rampant and intense that I don't recall having a whole lot of discussions about whether the crack penalties were disproportionate. It was journalistic triage. As time went on, through the mid to late 90s, I think journalists and law enforcement officials and others began to reflect on and discuss these rampant disparities where nonviolent offenders who were caught with crack received very lengthy federal prison sentences – whereas, usually, white people often got high with the same amount of powder cocaine and got lesser sentences. The discussion didn't even start to take place, I don't think, at least in any concerted way, until the mid to late 90s.
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I believe there's some interest from TV and movie people in the book, but we'll just have to wait and see.You can buy Castaneda's book here.@matthewt_nyMore drugs:The Sad Demise of Nancy Lee, One of Britain's Ketamine CasualtiesTulisa’s Coke Trial Shows the Stupidity of Britain's Drug LawsSarah Schoenfeld Makes Art by Dropping Drugs onto Film Negatives
