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Ria was on hormone blockers and then estrogen but stopped taking them because she had a mental breakdown and couldn't leave the house or afford the trips to London to visit the hospital. "I'd never say that I made the wrong decision in transitioning because I didn't, but I was going through so much," she told me. "I was doing escorting and then I got attacked by a client. Everything just went wrong for me and that's why I had a breakdown."Despite this, Ria said she is definitely not detransitioning, adding that "the press will do anything for a story, they chat so much shit." She is going to her doctor as soon as possible to talk about getting back on hormones and is doing her best now to raise money to pay for the rest of her surgery herself as she cannot bear to wait any longer.The rate of detransition as a whole is very low—of those who transition, it is estimated that just 1 percent go on to detransition. However, I only came across eight people in the world online who have actually gone through with it. "The numbers are so incredibly low," Dr. Bowers told me. "If anything, it reinforces the validity of gender transition in the first place."When you stop and really listen to them, Chelsea and Ria's doubts do not undermine the transgender cause in any way. They simply highlight how difficult it is to live as a transgender person in a society so rigidly defined by binary genders.Read on Broadly: Our Untold Stories: Trans People Defying Stereotype