Photo by Andy WillsherI used to drink far too much.I think it all happened because I was thrust into a position that I never dreamed of being thrust into in my life. I never dreamed of being a singer. It never crossed my mind. I always wanted to play guitar.
Because Ian Curtis died, I was put into his position. Obviously that would be challenging for anyone, even someone who'd sung before. And I'd never sung before so I used to drink too much to give me Dutch courage and get my head 'round what I was doing.
When we started being successful in America, we'd gone from playing 400-people-a-night clubs, to 1,000 people, to 5,000 and eventually up to 25,000 people a night every night in a relatively short space of time. Suddenly, we weren't semi pro any more. I think I found that quite difficult to handle, really, because I wasn't just a singer in a cult band, I was a singer in quite a large successful group. Suddenly the goalposts had been moved and I don't know if I liked it, because it was a lot of responsibility and a lot of pressure. American audiences expect a lot from frontmen.
So I was drinking too much and that was half the reason, but the other half was that I did like it (drinking).
Being sober on a 30-date tour isn't as much fun as going for it every night, so I ended up drinking too much and one night I ended up in the hospital through it. Funnily enough, that night I hadn't drunk anything, but I was on my way to a party in Chicago and we had Steve "Silk" Hurley and all these DJs, all the Detroit crew as well, coming down and DJing at this party for us. I got halfway there and I just started coughing and couldn't stop. I got the car to turn 'round and take me back to the hotel and then just started vomiting. And I vomited from 1 in the morning to 4 the next afternoon, non-stop. I think what I'd done is I'd burned the lining off my stomach. We were due to play in Detroit the next night but I had to have an endoscopy. It really made me think about what I was doing with my life. I just think I'd reached burnout at that point, and it made me think that if we were to continue doing it, then I was going to be a victim of my own actions. I just wanted to take a break, really. A long, long break.
BARNEY SUMNER
New Order did indeed take a long break and were missing from Republic (1993) until Get Ready (2001). Their latest release is Waiting for the Siren's Call, and it's out now on Warner.
New Order did indeed take a long break and were missing from Republic (1993) until Get Ready (2001). Their latest release is Waiting for the Siren's Call, and it's out now on Warner.