But once she reached university, she discovered – through a Google image search – that there was an entire online community who shared her fetish. Macrophilia (which literally translates to "lover of large") is a fetish whereby people experience sexual arousal while fantasizing about others that are significantly bigger than them. The emphasis being on height, as opposed to width.It's also known as a "giant" or "giantess'" fetish. And Katelyn discovered that not only was she a macrophile, she was also extremely aroused by the idea of being a giantess herself.
Katelyn says her preferred size to be changes depends on what mood she's in. "Some days I'm in the mood to play with the entire earth/galaxy, and other times I'm in the mood to attack a lone city as a 100ft woman. I rarely go below 100 feet. Most commonly, however, I'm fantasizing about being mega – 3000-plus feet tall."Because of the fantasy aspect of the fetish, the internet is the macrophile's playground. There they can read stories and look at comics, artwork and photographs (often Photoshopped to include fake giants), and watch videos featuring giantesses playing with tiny people and trampling small, model cities.
However, even non-sexual scenarios involving giants can result in sexual stimulation. Each fantasy situation is different for every macrophile as the behaviour is fantasy-based. Even the preferred heights of the fantasy giants differ between individuals. For instance, some macrophiles have a preference for people only a few feet taller than themselves, whereas others involve giants who are hundreds of feet high.
"Over time," he says, "the giant itself is enough to cause sexual arousal through classical conditioning. However, as there are no case studies in the literature, this is complete speculation on my part."Mark, a macrophile and one of Katelyn's worshippers, remembers seeing a re-run of Attack of the 50 Foot Woman when he was around 13 years old. "The POV view of Allison Hayes walking across the desert was the first time I can recall being turned on," he tells me. "Seeing her tear the roof off of the building to get at her husband overwhelmed my young brain at the time.
Seeing her tear the roof off of the building overwhelmed my young brain.
Power, domination and vulnerability are at the heart of macrophilia, says director of Sex Therapy Australia and sex and relationship therapist, Pamela Supple. "It's allowing your mind to go wherever it wants to go, whilst engaging in play to gain the maximum sexual arousal. Some want to feel and experience terror – being crushed or controlled. Everyone is different in what they want to experience."For Mark, the attraction to giantesses is about the feelings of insignificance it gives him. "I would be uncontrollably drawn to her beauty and power despite the danger such an encounter would bring," he says. "As a superior being, she would have little regard for me other than supplying her own needs. Whether it be as food to nourish her superior body, or as a sexual play toy to be used and broken after, I would have no other choice other than submit myself to her."To have my life be hers to do with as she pleased would become the sole purpose for my existence. The exhilaration, danger, fear and sexual excitement would outweigh my very instinct for survival. I only wish it would become real."
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"Members thought there was no way a girl could have the giantess fetish. That made me feel alone, because I was the only giantess, and a lot of people doubted my sexuality. Nowadays, there's so much giantess fetish content that you wouldn't be able to see everything in a lifetime. There are millions of collages, stories, artists, producers, models, videos, and more."Maintaining her website is now Katelyn's full-time job. Does she find it difficult having a real-life relationship due to the nature of her work? "Most of the time I feel like I'm in a relationship with my job," she says. "We spend a lot of time together and it's one of the best feelings in the world when my labors of love give someone else the feeling of sexual and emotional fulfillment."I hope to give the same feeling to a special someone someday."
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