I grew up hunting in Wyoming. Even before I was old enough to hunt, I remember riding in the back seat of my dad's Chevy Blazer as he romped on the gas down a dirt road in the desert after a running herd of antelope that contained a shootable buck, only to slam on the brakes as the animals altered course so that my mom, riding shotgun, could jump out, the butt of her rifle already at her shoulder as she slammed her elbow down on the hood of the truck and blasted off round after round while the herd careened through the sagebrush at nearly 60 miles an hour, kicking up dust on its way over a rise. I remember carcasses hanging in our garage every fall, and the year my mom and dad both drew moose licenses and we had to buy a second deep freeze to store all the meat. When I finally became old enough to hunt, I was so excited I missed a dozen buck deer over the course of weeks before finally gut-shooting a poor little three-point at close range on top of a snowy ridge. The putrid smell of a stomach-full of half-digested grass that my badly placed bullet had spread throughout the animal's insides is something I'll recall until I die. The next three animals I killed—an antelope and two more deer—I did so with a single shot each. I remember distinctly while bearing down on the second deer being filled with a sense not of excitement, but something like regret. I had acquired an experiential understanding of the consequences of my actions. I felt perfectly calm, if melancholic. The deer was more than 200 yards out, running at an angle away from me. I squeezed the trigger, and he tumbled feet-over-head—it was the best shot of my life.
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The author in 2007
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Don Butler. 'Mother Hubbard Saddle' in 'Art of the Hunt' at the Wyoming State Museum in Cheyenne
Audra Draper. 'Western Goat Hunter Damascus Knife and Sheath' in 'Art of the Hunt' at the Wyoming State Museum in Cheyenne
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But such memory making and oral history does not require an ostentatious mount. The rafters of my dad's garage are filled with antlers attached only to bits of skull from animals he's killed over his nearly 60 years of hunting. On many occasions, we've found ourselves together in there and he'll point to a set and tell me when and where he got them, what happened during the hunt. I remember bringing home for Christmas one year a girlfriend who had co-owned a hip gallery in San Francisco—not far from Paxton Gate , the upscale novelty boutique in the Mission District that specializes in clever taxidermy. She loved the antlers in the garage, and she and my dad had a good general rapport, but as they began to talk about them it seemed as though two beings—from different planets that were similar but distinct in important ways—were trying in vain to communicate. They both valued the antlers, but in ways that were alien to one another.The most impressive taxidermy in Art of the Hunt is a full-body mount by Dawayne Dewey of a tremendously large bighorn sheep ram sitting regally among rocks and brush that are meant to resemble his natural habitat. He has been literally put up on a pedestal, like an object of worship. This and other ultra-lifelike taxidermy seems to express to me a longing on the hunter's part to place the animal back into the wilderness, back into life—a longing that can never supersede or revoke his initial desire to kill it.
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The author's father's garage
Installation view of 'Art of the Hunt' at the Wyoming State Museum in Cheyenne
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